the title: Why Do We Pray?

Today is  my impromptu speech turn. So yeah, I thought it'll be a one-to-one session with my lecturer like the several previous session batches of my classmates. But guess what, it wasn't. And yeah, the thought that I have to speak (deliver a speech) in front of people started to freak me out. I'm not an excellence speaker that has all the gut and confidence to speak in front of people, I'm just an ordinary people that will be shivering when I'm so nervous. 

Not to say that I'm a fluent English speaker, but when I start to stand in front of people, with all eyes on me, I started to become blur and then, here it goes, multiple glaring mistakes of grammar flow out from my mouth at the time of speaking. I feel so silly and asking myself "What's wrong with you? You can speak English non-stop with your sister, and then, how come now, you can't speak English in front of them?". I'm clueless...

However, the best part of all the time is the title that I've got for my speech.... "Why do We Pray?" which I don't expected at all. Hurm, that title actually very spiritual and personal to me, so yeah, when I need to speak about it in front of the class, it kinds of Awkward.


<TO BE CONTINUED, the time has jealousy issues with me, here.

My 19th Year on Earth...

My 19th year on the Earth soon will be finished and replaced by my 20th year on Earth. Yet, I have so many ambition and goals that still on the list and not in reality... hurm, sometimes, I look at myself on the mirror and says "Am I born to write my dreams only onto a piece of bare paper and not to make it reality? Am I a loser? Am I a quitter? Am I? Am I?"... There you have it, a thousand unresolved questions from a teenager. Only left 8-9 months before my upcoming 20th year on earth (uh, you know what I mean... the day when I was born into this wide world). List of thing that I must done during my 19th still clearly written and untouched with any remarks of DONE.

Okay, I can't write much. Time has been so jealous with the pleasure I have here. So yeah, gotta log-out and continue it soon.  

Me as a Teenager and a Writer

I am a teenager at least for now. I have so many dreams and ambitions to be fulfill until I oftenly neglecting my own needs which are far more important becoz without 'em... I, you and we can't live.
As a teenager, I always had a thrilling excitement when it's come to "Get Inspired and Be Inspired". Inspiration just don't come in vain. Every inspiration has means and reasons to be used. That's why during my high school time, I always had a self-modify note book to jot down every little things that make me moved and excited.

But now as a becoming-adult and less teenager, everything seems so dull more than ever. The stress of life survival in career, family,mates and etc. All things seems to pull you in a "black-hole corner", so that you could dive and die together with the "STRESS".
Many actually don't realizes that stress is a silent killer and a silent timed bomb, Once the clock races to the finish line... BOOM... disasters happens!

Stress can't be stop if it's not cured. Stress is not a common but a diseases. Stress is harmful and not harmless... So, step ahead... look yourself in the mirror and say "Calmness is only need...

...I.N.T.R.O.D.U.C.T.I.O.N...

Assalam or Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening to all of you. I'm Kiera Luvsis, (real life name..? let's keep it for now). And hey, how about yours? Really, nice to meet your acquaintance.
Born on 17th April 1993... So yeah, this year I'm 19. Another year coming, just add another number. Who am I? Hurm, basically I am a humanbeing like you. Okay... okay, no joke. How do I explain myself in phrase?

I'm a independent (indie) writer, novelist, musician,pianist, songstress-songwriter,journalist, video editor/maker and anything that related to my interest. Alright, just to make everything's clear... Independent here (according to what I actually means is that I work on my own or maybe some collaboration with my twin sister.
If you have a joy whenever your read my entries, please let me know by leaving some comments, so that we could have a friendly conversation.

By the way, if you find any grammar errors in my entries, please pardona me. And if it's bother you so much, please let me know, okay! Alright, it is nice to meet you. See ya!!! ~~~(^.^)~~~